This is all of Chapter 25:
I haven’t been completely alone. Porn has been my loving girlfriend. I’ve loved her since I met her; since before I realized I loved her. She’s been there whenever I’ve needed her. She’s taken care of me. She hasn’t been needy at all. I’ve taken breaks from her whenever I’ve needed them. Although I’ve never stayed away for long, I’ve never been worried about how being away would make her feel. Whenever I’ve returned, she’s welcomed me back. Each time, she’s been ready to share something new with me. She always wants to share something new. I don’t have to think when I’m with her. I don’t have to worry about my appearance or about saying the wrong thing. I haven’t had to fret over my performance with her. She hasn’t judged. I’ve never had to take her anywhere, calm her down, or deal with her family. She’s made me feel good and has asked for nothing. For this and for everything, I’ve appreciated her dearly. I’ve always adored her. I still do. I always will. The more I think about it, the more I doubt anyone could replace her. I’m so grateful.